Thank You

I am very grateful for all the support I've been getting from everyone. 
Thank You

Today I was at the Dr. and I couldn't help but be a happy smiley person.
I checked in and chatted with the lady about my nail polish and was so happy and everything she helped me with I said (very enthusiastic) "Thank You"
Man, I saw a lot of old people walking around. I guess it was the middle of the day and well...someday we will all be old and broken and need more dr. help.
The best was actually getting blood work and the big black man with tattoos on his arm was chatting with a co-worker about when they are going paint balling. As I listened I giggled and got up saying "Thank You" and "see you in a few days"
I am Thankful for these people, and I'm Thankful for others helping me along our way during this time.

I've been adjusting

Well, as we all go through in life the Ups and Downs, I have pondered what should I and shouldn't share. I loved having this blog in the beginning to vent all my anger (as I still sometimes do), but now we are getting to a bigger chapter in life. We are now on the path I like to call Professional Baby-Makers!
Whoo hoo.
It's so hard to get to that point, emotional, financially, physically, just about every way.
I always knew when we moved out to CA we would make the big jump from just test and ob/gyn to an RE. What I likes to call the "Big Guns"

I was so emotional drained when I went in last week to visit my new Ob/gyn. I felt like everything I said went in one ear and out the other and she just did her normal routine. Even when I told her my last Pap was sep, she wanted to do another. (oh the joys)

I came home and cried and cried. My mom came in to see me (we are living with them for the time being and maybe forever depending on everything). I didn't even have the words to speak..."I hate ob/gyn's".

My dr. simple stated that I was young and had time on my side and that I should go back to what I was doing to get pregnant and hopefully see her soon, pregnant. (roll the eyes)
wouldn't we like that all lady!

I felt so hopefully when I found out I was not alone on this ob/gyn feeling. I set out to meet "the Big Guns" (my RE, infertility specialist).
A great recommendation later, and I was shocked when I was able to get an consultation for a week later. (online everyone talks about waiting a month for this Dr, his success rates are so high he is sought after)

Well, without going into to much detail on this very open and public blog (in person I'm an open book about infertility, well, kind of....I have read not to disclosed when I go under procedures).
My husband and I meet with him recently and are so excited.
mr. dr. was concern with certain issues I was having (very short cycles) and wanted to help us solve this!
:) :)

Since leaving D.C. we left a few test we have to complete and in the next few months will be on our way. For documenting purposes I will blog as soon as I can BUT make sure it doesn't go public for 3 months out...so you will be able to follow along our process.

Tip for the day: ob/gyn says to keep my husband out of spas/ hot showers 5 days around ovulation.
Mr. Big Guns says it actually takes 80-90 days without spa to have good health sperm. Therefore....no more hot tubs!