Looking back, I did great yesterday.
Waking up this morning was a different story. I need my space and I need to be alone.
Going through treatments I can not be around pregnant people, they are at (in my eyes) the best stage of their life and they need to enjoy that and be happy and right now and I can not do that. I only bring this up because Brinley is almost two, and most of Brinleys friends mommy have had their second child or pregnant. I realize this is no race or competition but puts me is a hard place to be around, not to mention the Mormon culture of popping out babies.
All in all I have Bryn, Joe and our families and I'll be checking out of much of society.
The depression of infertility
3 comments:
Hey I'll be your checked-out-of-society friend - you can one up me, I'm dying around babies right now, they literally make my ovaries hurt, and I don't even have a husband! :-) 80% trying to make you laugh but 20% true. Hang in there, don't lose hope. I will be SO EXCITED for your good news when it happens! Love you - you are one of the strongest women I know - let's have a swimming date b/c you can seriously just lay around and be totally depressed with me. No show. :-)
Hey Aubrey, I've been thinking about you lately. I'm sorry this has been so rough. I'm praying for you guys. love, Jill Tobler
I hear you on this one mama. xo
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