I hate that I have left this blog hanging for the last 6 months when nothing has changed, but also everything has.
It's hard to be able to keep a blog on something also so personal too. I try to do my best to keep it real and open and informative for others that are going through the same thing to find more hope and answers.
I feel like I have 2 Infertility journeys....
1st started after we got married are when we started trying to have a family. That Aubrey knew the heartache of waiting a child and month after month not having my body do something it should, conceive. We were blessed after our 1st IUI treatment to getting pregnant and having a health baby girl!! That journey still had its ups and downs but for the most part knew the top surface of infertility struggle.
The 2nd journey and is the Aubrey I know now.
The long to grow our family and have a sibling for our only child. This has been hard since my husband and I always dreamed of having a large family. I have come to peace with whatever size family we are blessed to have. In this journey my personality has changed a few times, from depressed to alone, to hate to strong and learn to overcome to hope.
It has shaped me into a person I never saw coming. I've felt pain, I've felt real heartache and I've felt loved and hope and know miracleso are here today.
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