Gosh, why can't it be me? I feel so numb.
I don't know how of you still do this...year after year and test after test. (infertile friends)
My treatments have just begun and I can't handle another pregnancy announcement.
I literally tears me up and I have to leave and take a drive to calm down.
This is when I realized I have come to that point, I need professional help in my mental state.
So, I'm looking into great support groups on
http://resolve.org/
and
LDS Family Services
breath in,
breath out
breath in
breath out
gotta get some rest for tomorrow, night.
2 comments:
You need this.
http://www.adoptionchosencd.com/
I replayed the song "Patiently" over and over and over....
Step by step, I'm climbing up this mountain
Some days I fight just to hold my ground
Two steps forward one step back
I can't lose time and I can't lose track
Of the perfect plan
of who I am
All that's been promised
All Heaven Offers
Everything I could ever need
**If not today, then surely tomorrow**
If I can keep the faith
If only I can wait
Patiently.
E-mail me if you need some loves. I know it hurts.
You hang in there because every tear
Every pain
Will be worth it.
I promise.
{{hugs}}
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