IVF # 3

Have you ever done IVF???
Have you ever been on a roller coaster- almost the same feeling
sometimes you are up, sometimes you are down and sometimes you throw up.
Today I was so excited to call the Dr. office to start my ultrasounds and stims. I called in the morning and waited to hear back from the nurse to schedule a time.
I was headed to acupuncture and right as she was putting in the needles the office called. I decided to just wait and call back after, no urgency was needed. Everything could wait.
I was wrong.
I got in my car and listen to her message. All I could hear in the message is "I'm sorry, you can't do another egg retrieval " I just froze and I thought, this must be a joke?!?! Was it April 1st? I made sure I was months before all the holidays. So why wasn't I am to do another egg retrieval this month??
My dr. looked at my previous charts and my eggs are so slow growing that usually it takes 2 weeks of stims but mine have always taken 3 weeks, which will fall right in the middle of his conference and all the other back up dr's too.
I just sat in my car and bawled my eyes out. How could I get sooo unlucky again? I already took a month off to prep my body for the meds and now your saying I have to wait another and then I might not be able to do the transfer until next year.
I was so down. I called my husband and I told him " I'm done" my body and emotions cant take this anymore. I am fine with living with the 1 perfect, adorable kid we have.
Tonight we talked it over together and thought of all our options. There is way to much to type up to describe what our thoughts process is, but we have come to decided what we are going to do now...
next up...my dr app tomorrow morning and talking with my dr about our new game plan.
tomorrow I will explain....