I was completely miserable and depressed. I felt like a walking robot, walking and talking how I know normal people do but without any feeling. I became a different person, people at work started noticing how I was in my own world. It became the same routine until one day my boss got me talking and suggested I needed some time away in California with my mom.
I was awake again, I knew some TLC is what I needed. I jumped on the plane the next day having a sleepless night weighing down the pros and cons of going to CA for something that seemed so little.
I'm here in CA and had only 1 cry day!! I have found that I need to change my mind set of focusing everything on getting pregnant and enjoy life right now. I knew that is what I needed to do but until someone took me out of my everyday routine and told me it would all be okay could I feel any better.
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