I had to stop making myself so upset. I deleted our blog and signed off of facebook. Until I can learn to be happy for others and not get so upset I have banned myself. It's pure torture and this time in my life. I have been so happy not knowing what everyone else is doing. When you are going through a trial or struggle in life the last thing you want to see is everyone else happy or having what you don't have. Like BABIES... Everytime I signed on someone else was announcing they are expecting. While month after month now we have dealt with failure, well at least failure to me. More like disappointment. Losing hope. Losing the end picture of becoming a family.
The hardest part of all of this is no one that has gone through this pain can even come close to know how to comfort.
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