Thursday, November 7, 2013

A post without an update

I feel like my blog dropped off the face of the earth and became something I recorded down all things that have to do with trying to get pregnant. I forgot that I can feel and vent again.
Since starting up fertility treatments this time around I decided to un-follow most friends on Instagram and deactivate my facebook for the time being, and boy I'm thankful!!!! I haven't had to worry about someone talking about getting pregnant or having a baby thrown in my face everyday and it's made me a lot more happier this time around. I'm having real good conversations with people again and not worrying about trying to snap a photo of Brinley to show everyone what we are doing or brag about this or that. Lets be honest we all want our lives to look good (nothing wrong with that), but if that is effecting my emotions or makes me hate you more because of something you did that I can not...well....I want to lose Instagram and facebook and not our friendship.
I think my message is simple...live your live for you and don't try to prove anything.
and don't you worry....I plan on coming back to the fun IG and Facebook world as soon as these stubborn little follicle grow and stick and start producing a baby!!!

1 comment:

Jessica said...

This is a great idea and I might have to take note and do the same! It's really hard and depressing to see pregnancy announcement after pregnancy announcement on Instagram and Facebook. It's totally affecting my moods.