a change of heart

"Hope you know, we had a hard time"
I'm trying to find more comfort, I thought about maybe meeting with my bishop, or therapy or a support group. Instead I reached down to my mail and starting going through it. I saw a desert book store magazine,  never before have we gotten one of these. As I opened it and looked at all the great book I wish I could read I saw a new dvd called mormon messages. So I googled it and found a whole bunch on Youtube and mormon.com I started watching them and felt so much closer to the spirit and a bit of comfort.
Then I saw one titled" Hope you know, we had a hard time"
Just wish I could tell everyone that.
It's not something I would announce on facebook but I did think about it because I feel so isolated.

It brought tears to my eyes....I just knew I felt my Saviors love.
Today is Ash Wednesday and we talked a little about it at work and I thought, I need to take the time and study the life of the Savior during this amazing special time. I'm working on it.
Whatever comes our way next week will find peace in the gospel and I am so grateful for that.