We got results back from our test earlier this week. well, my dr. didn't find anything wrong there, it was all normal.
Perfect....
not really...
I hate having test and test. The more test you do and the more normal you are the more frustrating you get. I've always considered myself normal, so why am I jumping through more hoops?
I'm stuck now...what is my next move going to be?
more test? take a break?
Actually all it takes is another period and I'm right back on my e-mail (yes, my dr and I email often) asking her to sign me up for the next test.
But, this next one is going to equal the amount of money we have already put in all my other test combined! ahhh...nope not IVF (yet) It's going to take us a lot more time to come up with that money, and we are still considered young and normal to not go there yet.
Can you blame me I have already "educated" myself into adopting, in case we go down that road.
Be prepared, right?
I still believe we are going to get pregnant this year. Possible because my husband thinks I'm so negative about this situation that I need to start just being 150% positive to stay happy.
on the positive note: my husband is on spring break and I've been able to sleep in with him every morning :)
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Hey Aubrey, I heard about your infertility stuff from Jen. So sorry you are going through this! I haven't read through your whole blog yet so maybe you've already said this, but if you are coming back normal on everything, has Joe started getting any tests? I know guys don't really like to admit that maybe they have a problem a lot of times (manhood pride thing?) but definitely worth looking into. I know first-hand how expensive and invasive all those tests can be. Guys' tests are somewhat less expensive.
Get my email from Jen or Shannon if you ever want to chat or ask any questions! I was researching adoption at the same time I was researching infertility treatments too. So much info about there on everything. I know more about my body now than I ever wanted to I think!
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