Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I HATE life and I'm going to vent!!!

This morning my very thoughtful husband tried to break the news to me the best way possible.
Granted you never know what you will get when you tell me something. He tried to make sure I was in a good mood and that I was strong. well, I guess not because you don't sit at the metro station crying  for no reason.
Yep,
2 more friends of our are pregnant.
No worries thats just 2 more people I don't have to hang out with and pretend life is a bowl of cherries. Joe tried to reasure me and tell me we are just a week away from finding out more testing my dr. is doing.
ohhh, exciting huh? more testing! oh please, I want to me picked at.
I know I can't hate every pregnant friend, but guess what I'm in my cycle and I'm angry and can hate them right now.
I told Joe, that I was excited we could be the only friends with the black babies. but then again I've always wanted to adopt deaf children because of my sign language ability and with Joe's Spanish maybe we will do a little of both.
Who knows?
He asked me before I left for work to look him in the eyes while he told me don't worry we will have kids of our own.
I wanted to say the same thing every other person tries to tell me
and how do you know that for sure?????
but I let it slide because I didn't have enough sick days to start crying again and stay home "sick".....sick of other peoples pregnancies.
UGH!!!
what new hobby can I pick up now?

1 comment:

Elise said...

You can hate people who are pregnant AND cry in metro stations. :-) Probably better to be crying at the metro than in Babies R Us picking out baby gifts for said friends who are pregnant!