I find it hard to talk to anyone about infertility because people don't feel your emotional pain. What they do and say just feels like a pat on the back and a " dont worry it will happen"
How the heck do you know?
You don't
So stop giving me false hope because I give it to myself every single time I pee on a stick and see one line.
Yep that's me.
The one line girl.
Unless you pee on a stick for one year a few time- a dozen times a month with the feeling of failure every time you don't know what I feel.
The only thing NEW that you could tell me is why I am not pregnant yet and then could you please info my dr who have worked so hard to find
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Sometimes you have no choice but to walk alone because there isn't anyone there who knows exactly what you are going through. I think these moments suck, but are invaluable because they show us what we are made of. You're stronger than you think and will become stronger than you ever wanted to be. Growing up sucks sometimes, huh? ;)
Aubrey, have you stumbled accross this video?
http://www.tearsandhope.com/emptyarms_video.html
It really helped me at least to realize there are other people who know what it feels like and who would know that there's nothing that can be said (don't worry it will work out, just relax, you're too young to worry about this, etc). I bawled the first time I watched it but it made me feel better at the same time if that makes any sense.
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