What is Faith??

I woke up yesterday morning in a great mood.
I can't remember this morning though.
I was driving home from work and thinking about picking up our dog, champ and going into the city to take him on a walk until Joe finished baseball stuff.
Right as I was walking in the door Joe called to say he was done. This frustrated me.
My mood right then changed.
Over the next hour I had a sour mood.
I always seem to blame everything on not being able to get pregnant so therefor life sucks and I'm at the cycle now to notice it.
We have not been medically diagnosed yet with infertility issues.
but we have not gotten pregnant in 14 months...and if you really want to go into detail, I have my period on average of 25 days so I have about 14 periods a year....fabulous I know.

oh, back to my mood.

I went to watch my mormon message to get some spiritual uplift for the moment and watched this beauty.

I love it when the guy said, talking about the story of Lot and his wife " she probably didn't give it any consideration that her future could be better then her past."
and when they talk about the power to change and the lady says "anyone has the power to leave the past behind and move forward."
"THAT IS WHAT FAITH IS!!"
"live for it, live for the future"

all of these saying that were said hit me at this time. I need to not dwell on the past months and look forward to what the future holds. kids...someday will be here! and when that time comes I don't want to be a weakling.